welcome to my blog.
sometimes I feel like I have too much going on in my head so I made this place to get it out. maybe all my meandering thoughts might help people. enjoy.
get to know me if you want: spacehey
this is my first blog entry. I won't bother introducing myself because I already did. i'll just start. do you find yourself feeling like anything good that comes to you always fades away? not in a nihilistic way or anything. it just feels like...a fact. the sky is blue, the earth is round, and good things never last. what do you do about this? do you find a way to make the good things last? do you ignore it when they go away? is ignorance really bliss? I don't really know the answer unfortunately. I wish I did. us humans, we crave permanence. immortality has been a concept progressively worshipped with the passage of time, but really, we never achieve it. we attempt to cope with a lack of permanence in immortal deities and theories of neverending afterlife. we always, and will always, attempt to falsely recreate a sense of permanence in the deluded and complex concept of 'time.' time is linear, yet everywhere, and we are always victim to it. it is out of our control. which is why I suppose good things don't last. time always gets you. but i suppose the inevitability of 'endings' can be good. sometimes I feel like everyone doesn't like me or that I am doomed to a shitty life. but if it all ends, does it even matter? again, I promise I'm not nihilistic...